Little things Lately there are a million things a day that make me miss you. It's like when you wake up in the middle of the night totally disoriented and slightly scared. Except it happens all the time. Whether it's grocery shopping where I still buy the things you ate and then weeks later I … Continue reading Day 33
Drowning Today has been hard. Though I spent most of the day doing "me time" I still found my self struggling. It seemed like after every minute or two I would think to myself I should text him. I should ask his opinion. I just send him a picture. It was a hard realization once … Continue reading Day 31
Growth If a year ago you would've told me that I would be in a buti class I would've laughed in your face. I never thought that I would even consider walking into a gym let alone a buti class. I like others I just assumed it was a bunch of conceded women in a … Continue reading Day 29
Spirituality Some are super against religion and you know what I get it and that's fine but I have learned in my life it is impossible for me to not believe in something larger than myself. I do not go to church but I'm not against it. I don't confess my sins but I do … Continue reading Day 27
Sobriety Let me be perfectly clear. I do NOT want to be sober. To my very core it is the very last thing my head wants. And believe me when I say "self" is having a heyday with all of this. As it sat and waited patiently, as always, somehow it was given the one … Continue reading Day 26
Hindsight UGH! Dear Poopas, I am realizing as I maneuver through all of the different things that need to be done how much you actually did. That's right babe I was wrong! You did a lot! Maybe not in the day to day stuff like we would always fight about. In the big scheme things … Continue reading Day 23
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