Drowning Today has been hard. Though I spent most of the day doing "me time" I still found my self struggling. It seemed like after every minute or two I would think to myself I should text him. I should ask his opinion. I just send him a picture. It was a hard realization once … Continue reading Day 31
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Day 29
Growth If a year ago you would've told me that I would be in a buti class I would've laughed in your face. I never thought that I would even consider walking into a gym let alone a buti class. I like others I just assumed it was a bunch of conceded women in a … Continue reading Day 29
Day 27
Spirituality Some are super against religion and you know what I get it and that's fine but I have learned in my life it is impossible for me to not believe in something larger than myself. I do not go to church but I'm not against it. I don't confess my sins but I do … Continue reading Day 27
Day 26
Sobriety Let me be perfectly clear. I do NOT want to be sober. To my very core it is the very last thing my head wants. And believe me when I say "self" is having a heyday with all of this. As it sat and waited patiently, as always, somehow it was given the one … Continue reading Day 26
Day 23
Hindsight UGH! Dear Poopas, I am realizing as I maneuver through all of the different things that need to be done how much you actually did. That's right babe I was wrong! You did a lot! Maybe not in the day to day stuff like we would always fight about. In the big scheme things … Continue reading Day 23
Day 21
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