“Believe me. Believe me this loneliness won’t go away. You all say I’ve crossed a line but the said fact is I’ve lost my mind. Can you see? Can you see they tell you lies thus keeping you weak. Leave me, my heart is dead for all to see. Can you see? You all say I’ve crossed a line but the sad fact is I’ve lost my mind” -Keaton Henson
Ugh 😑 National Widows Day.
Today has been a giant emotional toll. From the moment I realized this day was actually today I have been complete chaos inside. A flood of memories whether good or bad. Fluctuations of utter happiness to complete despair. How do I even pull myself together for the millionth time? I’m tired. To my core I am emotionally exhausted. Most days I can do this! Today I couldn’t. It took me hours to even leave my bed. Only to return immediately after showering. I am grateful the day is almost over but I know days like this will come again. Bahhhhh today is almost over Jess! You can do this! You can 💕