Day 526

“I finally see myself. Unabridged and overwhelmed, A mess of a story I’m ashamed to tell, but I’m slowly learning how to break this spell. And I finally see myself.” –Sleeping at Last (Three –Enneagram)

Art is such a beautiful language

In all shapes and forms

Making my soul scream, cry, dance without reason, laugh unabashedly, and lay thoughtfully staring to the unknown of the clouds above.

Recently ART IS POURING DOWN

Like a waterfall of life

Reminders to keep going

Trudge

Trudge

Create

Share

Trudge

You are not alone in your brokenness

I promise

I am slowly finding my voice

Again and again

It seems as I find one dialect I also suddenly realize it speaks only minimally to my cells desperate for oxygen.

Sing

Paint

Write

Photograph

Explore

The best part of art is that it is never wrong.

Art is meant to be appreciated

And if you don’t appreciate mine

It’s ok

I am not for the faint of heart

Just keep looking for your soul dialect

It’s out there

Find it

Search

Fight

Claw to the top of your mountain

This is your story

Tell your fucking story

Fearlessly

Someone needs it

But not as much as you do

With each loss I come out gaining so much more than I had previously

I wonder if I will ever feel at peace

I wonder if anyone ever feels true peace

In their gut

Thank God for Salvador Dali & Pablo Picasso

Thank God for Ryan O’Neal & William Fitzsimmons

Thank God for Christina Rasmussen & Michelle Miller

THANK GOD FOR ART

I would be lost without you

Thank God for me

For my relentless journey to find form within the abstract

Slowly but surely

I am becoming the princess who saved herself

Even as I stumble through my missteps

I am worthy of unwavering love

From within

 

“Maybe I’ve done enough, Finally catching up. For the first time I see an image of my brokenness utterly worthy of love. Maybe I’ve done enough.

I only want what’s real-I set aside the highlight reel, and leave my greatest failures on display*

(*Worthy of love anyway)” –Sleeping at Last (Three –Enneagram)